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Spirit
of Ecstasy 
by Carolyn Charles
CHAPTER
ONE. This is how the first chapter begins:
‘Bloody hell!' Jackie threw her car keys at the hall
table where they promptly slid off the other end. 'Oh shit!' She
manoeuvred herself behind the table to retrieve them. She banged them down
this time. ‘Now stay.'
She jerked open the lounge door, threw her coat on the
faded chintz sofa and flopped down beside it.
Jill, her flatmate, scrunched up her brows from her
letter writing. She was crouched over in a huge arm chair. 'You're back
early. I thought you were going flying?'.
Jackie's sessions at the flying club always finished in
the wee hours. After dusk, when all the planes were put to bed, the whole
crowd would troop into the bar at the far end of the hanger and play crazy
games as they became more and more sozzled. They reminded her of birthday
parties when she was a kid, like pass the orange under your chin, or the
coat hanger to be threaded through your clothes, or charades. They were a
crazy lot at the gliding club.
She had joined the club by accident. She only went to
the Bank to get a small loan for a new hang glider. The bank manager had
been so taken with her bright personality and gangly, coltish body that he
asked if she wanted to have a go at ‘real’ gliding. Never one to turn
down an offer, she tried it and loved it -- and spent many weekends at the
club. Terry, the bank manager, had been somewhat persistent at first in
his desire to claim her his property, but she felt he eventually got the
message. At thirty-five he was, after all, much too old for her, and he
was terribly old fashioned. It made her shudder to think of the few times
he'd managed to grab her in the dark of the hangar after one of their late
night sessions.
Jackie's coquettish face hardened as she reached for a
cigarette from her bag. She lit it and flicked her long hair impatiently
from her face. She stood up, pacing the lounge floor behind the sofa.
'God. I'm bloody angry, Jill.' She turned and looked at her dumpy friend,
eyes ablaze. 'Shit, shit, shit. That bloody Martin. What a bloody cheek.
Probably wants Terry for himself. Bloody queer.'
Jill interrupted. 'Care to fill me in?'
Jackie exhaled deeply, swung round and continued to
wear the carpet out behind the sofa. 'I've been booted out of the flying
club.'
'My God! Did you crash a plane?'
'Nothing so simple and mundane, my dear.' Jackie
inhaled on her cigarette deeply, then blew a cloud towards the ceiling.
'No, it seems I've broken Terry's blessed heart.'
'Eh?' Jill paid proper attention now. She put down her
pen.
'Oh yes. It seems he thought I was his property! Hells
bells, Jill, he's my bloody bank manager, not a prospective bed
fellow! I wouldn't give him a leg over if he were the last man on earth.'
‘But he did take you gliding?'
'Oh yes, but I never said anything about being his
woman! Jesus, do I have to do it with my accountant or solicitor just
because they’re doing me a service? He was going to take advantage of
me. He was my bank manager who just happened to ask if I wanted to go
gliding since he knew I was interested in flying.'
'Calm down, girl. What happened exactly?' Jill put down
her writing pad. She drew up her legs onto the chair and cuddled her
apple-pie knees. She was used to her friend’s outbursts and composed her
round moonface into a sympathetic expression.
‘Martin, one of the founder members of the gliding
club, took me aside tonight and said that as Terry had been a founder
member, he and another founder member felt they should stick by him. They
said they regarded me as Terry's bird since he introduced me to the
club -- but that some of the other guys were obviously interested and it
was embarrassing for Terry, not to mention painful. So, I was either to
get it on with Terry or go.' She took another gulp of smoke. 'Well, you
can imagine what I said!'
'Yes, Jacks, I certainly can.' Jill looked suitably
scandalised. She knew Jackie was not one to mince her words. 'So, what
now?'
She finally sat down on the sofa. Pushing her tapering
fingers through her long wavy hair she slumped back, stretching out her
legs which looked especially long in tight jeans. 'I'm not sure. I suppose
I can see Terry's point, but really! What an ass!’ She crinkled her
nose. ‘There's always the club up the hill, you know, on the road to
Scarborough. Bloody good for hang gliding too, I'd say, with that cliff.'
She licked her lips. 'Yes, maybe I'll pop round on Sunday -- see if they
have any room for little me.'
Jill sighed. Living with Jackie was like living with a
whirlwind. Still, it wasn't boring. Jackie stood up.
'You should come too. It's great fun.'
'Living with you is enough, thanks.'
'Coffee?'
'Ta.'
Jackie stopped at the door. 'And to think I
turned down a date for tonight!'
Jill giggled. 'Not another cyber pet?'
'Yes, as a matter of fact.'
'I've never known anyone with so many fellas panting
after her, yet she can't get enough. I just can't understand why you have
to join a marriage bureau.'
'Compudate is not a marriage bureau! I'm not that
desperate!'
'Oh, there are degrees of desperation, are
there! What are you on the richter-desparado scale then -- three?'
Jackie scowled. She sometimes regretted telling Jill
she'd joined Compudate. She thought she'd understand, or at best find it
amusing, or at least feel sorry for her and not taunt her. She still
wasn't sure why she'd joined herself -- life was just too short to mess
about, she supposed. Her life was pretty full of men already but they
weren't the right men. They were too tall, too small, too thin, too podgy,
too young, too old, or just plain boring. She didn't want to get married,
or so she told herself. She just wanted a friend she could really get on
with, gel with -- not Jill her very best friend, but a male friend, a male
friend who could be a counterpart to Jill.
'Look, you snotty bitch! I'll do as I please.' She shut
the door with a bang, then opened it again to put her head around. 'In
fact, I think I'll phone him back. See if he's free.' She flashed a
sudden, winning smile and closed the door gently.
Jill slapped her forehead. 'Oh Jesus! Here we go
again.' How many men had Jackie been out with from the computer dating
agency? She's chasing rainbows, thought Jill. Mr Perfect doesn’t exist
-- but try to tell her that!
* * *
The Boeing 747 banked as it began its descent towards Heathrow.
Richard Vance watched as the clouds thinned and streamed past the
little window and over the metallic silver of the wing. The morning
sunshine glinted on the wing and illuminated the clouds. Hope stirred in
his breast. Far below the green fields began to show through. Then he was
watching the familiar rows of red tenement houses, the pattern of blocks
and winding streets inclining towards him. It was seven years since he had
looked out on the same view. It had been receding, then, as he returned to
South Africa with a London PhD safely tucked under his belt.
The intervening years hadn’t been happy and had just ended in
divorce. They hadn’t been entirely unhappy, of course. But as those
years had worn on and the inevitability of the divorce became clearer, he
had become more and more despondent. He felt emotionally dead and called
himself a burnt-out case and took little pleasure in life. His body
continued to breathe as a matter of course. But now, as the plane levelled
out and a warning ‘ping’ called the air crew to their seats, a new
excitement lurched in his breast.
Pat would be waiting for him at the airport.

The thought was like brandy in his veins. He called to mind, again, the
studio photograph she had sent him -- her legs crossed, her chin cupped in
her hands, the soft gold of her eyes beneath the honey blonde hair. It
troubled him that her black silk blouse blended so completely with the
black background, for he’d like to have seen her waist. Nevertheless,
she was perfect. He heard, again, the golden bubbles of her laughter that
came across the world when, in a daring moment, he had phoned her from
South Africa. ‘I don’t believe it! I don’t believe it!’ she
kept saying. But she had known, instinctively, that it was his call
when the phone rang, as she confessed in her next letter.
It was delightful, hearing her voice -- not only on the phone, but on
the tape cassette she had sent him. There her laughter kept bubbling, too,
because she was self-conscious about recording her voice. ‘Oh, it’s
easy for you,’ he heard her saying, ‘you being a scientist.
You’re used to it!’ Her voice was musical, so unusual, the accent so
different from the flat Transvaal vowels he was used to hearing. It could
even be described as picturesque, he thought.
The aircraft shuddered under the decelerating effect of the wing flaps.
Below the clouds the sun was no longer shining. Electric motors whined as
metal plates slid smoothly into new positions on the riveted wing. Richard
watched raindrops spray off the leading edge that cut into the damp London
sky.
Yes, he thought with amusement, it was certainly a strange thing for a
nuclear physicist like himself to do. It was the start of his sabbatical
leave, though he was coming to Britain for his holiday since the Pelindaba
Nuclear Research station in South Africa had involved him with the highly
secret arrangement to ship a new form of enriched uranium to the nuclear
plant in Dounreay in Scotland. For this purpose it had been arranged for
him to be based in a quiet Scottish glen north of Glasgow where contacts
with officials from Dounreay could be made without attracting particular
notice.
But what would his fellows security-conscious scientists say if they
knew he was about to be met by a computer-selected date? Well, he thought
defensively, he had gone about the whole business like a serious
scientist. He had filled in the computer questionnaire very strictly. He
had eliminated from choice the selection of women who, in the slightest
way, failed to come up to the ideal he had in mind.
Well, why not? It wasn’t just to meet girls. Here was a chance, for
once, to put into practice a scientific principle. If it were just girls
you wanted, you could meet them anywhere. Pick them up on the plane, no
doubt. Though, he had to admit, he’d never picked up anyone. He was much
too shy for that. In any event, he’d carefully eliminated short girls,
fat girls, unattractive girls, girls who smoked, girls who were not
conservative, who were atheists or agnostic, and who were not Protestant.
He was impressed by the detailed nature of the questionnaire. You could
specify qualities like home-loving, the kind of house you wanted her to
like (a country cottage instead of a penthouse flat or town house), and
the kind of music she should enjoy. A tailor-made woman, in short. There
was even a block that specified what her favourite pet was to be -- a cat.
hound, goldfish, and so on.
But the combination of sociological, psychological and personality
information wasn’t aimed to produce a match based on maximum similarity
of character. Needs and interests that complemented one another were the
real basis of compatibility. And a compatible match, Compudate’s
publicity literature explained, ‘is a pair of people who have a high
probability of being mutually attracted.’
That meant, Richard thought with rising excitement, that the woman
waiting for him in the airport was -- for him -- the perfect woman! She
would be a country-loving, gentle person who liked to travel, who enjoyed
the theatre and liked literature. A girl who was no older than thirty --
he was thirty-five -- who liked children, who was a good cook, was not
more than five feet and eight inches tall and not less than five feet and
five inches short, who was slender and considered herself attractive. And
-- who didn’t smoke. She will have attended a private school, would have
a good sense of humour, and -- most important - would be conservative and
refined.
‘Good Lord!’ Bob had exclaimed three months ago. ‘You’re going
to get Margaret Thatcher!’
Bob was Richard’s best friend. His dark eyebrows slanted upwards and
outwards, expressing amused cynicism as he paged through Richard’s
completed seven-page questionnaire.
‘Not at all,’ Richard had explained. ‘The computer is supposed to
search its memory files for a woman that best complements me. Don’t you
see? She’ll be the other half of the quince.’
‘Quince?’
‘Yes. The ancient Greeks believed we were once sexless -- a perfect
whole, like a quince. But the gods cut up the quinces into male and female
pairs, and since then we’ve all got hopelessly mixed up. We spend the
rest of our lives searching for our other halves. The computer eliminates
our ineffectual attempts to search. It practically makes courtship
obsolete!’
‘But look at this!’ Bob objected, slapping the
questionnaire. ‘Your bit of quince will be tall and skinny, all
stretched out into nothing! I mean, five feet eight inches and only eight
and a half stone! And you’ve excluded "Southern European and
Latin!" Christ, Richard, don’t you like passion fruit? Your
bit of quince has to be "Central or Northern European!" Do you
call that complementary? You want something less quintessential and more
quince-sensual, if you ask me!’
Richard laughed. ‘Well, there has to be a measure of
similarity.’ He ran his fingers through his fair hair that stood up more
untidily than usual.
‘You’ve used too many "noughts"!’ Bob shook his head,
trying not to laugh at is friend’s serious attitude. ‘You should have
used more "ones", or just left the blocks blank, to show you
don’t mind, really. I mean, what’s it matter if she smokes, or is
widowed or divorced, for heaven’s sake.’
‘Yes, well, I don’t want unnecessary complications, do I?’ He
smiled thoughtfully as he fingered his dimpled chin.
The aircraft shuddered as its wheels hit the tarmac. Richard felt his
body pressing against the seat belt and a great rumbling shook the plane.
A woman’s metallic voice came through the overhead speakers: ‘Please
remain in your seats until the aircraft has come to a complete stop.’
Airport buildings loomed outside, grey and shapeless through the raindrops
that splattered and patterned against the window.
She was in there, somewhere, he thought, and some of the words from the
computer dating literature ran through his head: ‘I have met the girl of
my dreams through Compudate ... a match that couldn’t have been made
better in heaven ... our compatibility is almost uncanny ... your
microchips have done it again ...’
* * *
'Must be my lucky day after all!’ Jackie's smile was from ear to ear.
'Mmmm?' Jill looked up from her writing pad.
'That was Greg on the phone -- from the flying club. He
thinks it's awful what Martin and Terry did. Says he has friends at the
club on Sutton Bank. He's taking me over for a formal introduction.’
'Formal introduction? Doesn't sound like you. Don't you
normally just barge in?'
'Thanks!'
'Really, that's great. ' Jill smiled
mischievously. 'I suppose Greg fancies you too!'
'Oh God!' Jackie rolled her eyes.
'Mmmm?'
Jackie shook her head and spoke scornfully. ‘Greg's a
weasel. He's about seventeen and pimply. His voice hasn't even broken.'
'Puppy love.'
'Oh God.' Jackie pushed her fingers through her hair,
which had been scooped back into a band. Stray strands around her temples
gave her a dishevelled look. 'Why aren't there any good looking guys
around of about thirty! Where are they?'
'Married?'
'Not all, surely?'
'George next door.’ She stretched herself and half
closed her eyes, smiling languorously. ‘He's beautiful.'
'Yuk! Reminds me of Richard Geere.'
'So?'
'You know.'
'What?'
'He has a penchant for hamsters.'
'But you like small furry things.'
'Depends where you like them.' Jackie
grimaced.
'For someone who's nose is constantly tarnished with
newspaper print you're horribly uninformed.'
'Oh, never mind. He's too old for me anyway.'
'Who?'
‘Oh jeepers, Jackie. Richard Geere!’ She put her
arms around her knees. ' I’ve at least got John.' She gave a sublime
smile.
Jackie was about to leave the room and stopped.
Turning, she looked at Jill. Yes, despite the fact that she was small and
dumpy, she had a devoted man in tow who adored her. She pursed her lips in
frustration. 'Yes, I'm aware of John. I don't know how you do it, Jill.'
'Oh, thanks, Jack.' She looked hurt.
Jackie blanched, realising the implication of her words. She spoke
contritely: ‘Oh, Jill -- I didn’t mean it like that. I just don't meet
anyone I really gel with. I think I'm frustrated.'
'That's easy enough to take care of.’ The corners of Jill’s mouth
quirked into a smile.
'You know what I mean!'
'I thought you didn't want to settle down?'
'I don't. It's just -- ' she reached for a pack of cigarettes. '
-- I don't know. Must be my hormones. There's just something
missing.'
'That's why you race around like a lunatic -- so you don't have time to
think about the empty part of you.'
'You're being very philosophical.' Jackie drew on her cigarette
meditatively.
'Well, think about it. Life doesn't have to stop just because you have
a man, you know.'
'I know.’ She frowned. ‘I feel sort of empty but you can't fill an
emptiness with a person. It wouldn't be fair to that person -- and what if
that person leaves you?.'
'I think that's exactly what you should fill it with -- a person.' Jill
smiled and shook her head. Jackie was such a scatter brain. She wouldn't
see love it if hit her in the face. She'd just run the other way. It would
have to grab her unawares..
* * *
‘Of course,’ Richard heard himself telling Bob, ‘she must have
the golden key. That really is important.’
‘Golden what?’ Bob’s mouth hung open.
Richard’s blue eyes crinkled. ‘I mean, that magic something that
makes you fall in love.’
Bob’s brows rose steeply in surprise. ‘And you expect a computer
to find that for you!’
‘Well, if the combination of statistics is right, the magic spark
ought to follow. It should come from the right combination of interests
and needs and personality factors. Why do you think people fall in love in
the first place?’ He smiled at the disbelief on Bob’s face.
‘What about sex?’ asked Bob, smiling cheekily. ‘That makes a
pretty good key.’
‘Yes, but it’s not a golden key, is it?’ Richard sipped
his whisky and leaned back in his chair. ‘The computer eliminates random
sexual attraction. It eliminates chance. It gives us an opportunity to
determine our lives. It puts us on a higher plane of choice -- or even
destiny. Not like the destiny of dogs, for instance. They run after the
nearest bitch on heat. We’re not just stimulus-response mechanisms, are
we?’
Perhaps, Richard thought as the passengers around him began to shuffle
and file out of the plane, that was why his marriage had failed in the
first place. He had been drawn to the first young thing that happened to
cross his path. She had roused his latent sexuality and romanticism. But
it had been a tragedy for both of them -- a tragedy of circumstances that
might have been avoided. He saw again, in his mind’s eye, the
mischievous young face of his first love, the sparkling blue eyes and
frizzy blonde hair. He compared it to the face it had become: the
calculating steel-blue eyes that hid unshared secrets, the heavy jowls and
the small mouth buried in double chins. They had planned together and
schemed together -- but their latent incompatibility and diverging aims
and needs had pulled asunder the first tender bud of their relationship.
Pat, on the other hand, was a perfect match, as far as he could tell
from her letters. He grinned nervously at the air hostess who smiled
warmly as he made his way out of the plane. Her short coifed blonde hair
was curled at the ends, her voice crisp and clear: ‘Good bye, sir.’
Yes, she would do nicely, he thought, his pulse racing. But then it was
doubtful her data would complement his. Nevertheless he hoped, secretly,
that Pat would look as nice as her -- even if there were no doubt about
Pat’s sociological and psychological data ...
Patricia. That’s how he addressed her in his letters. She replied in
her characteristically bouncy style: ‘I’m not Patricia.
That’s far too sophisticated. I’m Pat. You’ll see, when you meet
me!’
* * *
Jackie put the phone to her mouth. 'Yes?' she asked
demurely.
'Jackie, this is Winston Smith. You're on my list. Are
you free for a date one night soon?' He rattled on without waiting for an
answer. 'I know it's Sunday, but Sunday evenings can be so drab. Do you
fancy a pint?'
'Well, when you put it like that maybe I do. Do you
mind if I drink Guinness?'
Winston sounded surprised. 'No, not at all.'
'Winston?'
'Yes?'
'How tall are you?'
'Six foot two. I hope you like big men. I used to play
rugby for Bradford.'
Jackie winced. 'Oh God. Are you going to talk rugger
all night?'
'No, sweetheart,' he laughed. 'Not on the first date at
any rate!'
Jackie felt immense relief that he was over five foot
and had a sense of humour. Two points in his favour. 'Okay Winston. You're
on. Should we meet at the pub?'
'No fear. What if I get the wrong woman? If you don't
mind, I'll pick you up -- say about 8 p.m. How do I find you?'
Jackie gave him directions.
Jill stood leaning against the door post twining her
Scandinavian blonde hair round plump fingers. ‘What happened to your
resolve? Remember last night?'
'Oh Gawd! Don't remind me!' Jackie laughed.
'This guy has a sense of humour and doesn't mind if I drink Guinness.'
'Oh, so that's the latest criterion!'
Jackie pushed her fingers through her disheveled hair
and sighed. 'I'm a sad case, aren't I Jill?'
Jill smiled her sweetest smile. She could afford to be
magnanimous. She had her John, after all. For once she felt sorry for
Jackie. When she first met her she was in awe of such a vivacious
personality with so many men at her beck and call. She was even jealous.
Over the months she came to know Jackie was not the scatter brained
man-puller she appeared to be; she just didn't sit still and was a natural
magnet for males -- the wrong type, it seemed. She wouldn't pass a street
busker or a tramp or someone lying in a doorway without a word of cheer
and 50p for a cup of tea. Lame birds and dogs, abandoned cats, run over
rabbits and foxes sensed her coming. Living with Jackie was fine once you
got used to it. And look how she had rescued Sarah who had recently joined
their entourage! Jackie had found Sarah, a gawky girl barely eighteen
living in a box outside Leeds station. An old man was trying to molest
her. Jackie felt such outrage, she grabbed Sarah by the arm and brought
her home. And Sarah never looked back. Jackie introduced her to the Oxfam
shop up the road, gave her pocket money and food and got her a job in the
sweetie shop downstairs. Jackie hadn't asked questions of Sarah which the
girl appreciated. Sarah had an independent streak which Jackie liked, but
she was also incredibly shy and frightened. She brought out Jackie's
mothering instinct. Seven years is a big gap when you're twenty-five.
'Yes, Jackie.’ Jill spoke affectionately. "A sad case, you are.
But the world would be poorer without you.' She smiled and went back to
her writing in the lounge.
* * *
Pat was really going to be fun! Her style was lively, her personality
bubbling. And she’d insisted on coming to the airport to meet
him. ‘I’m going to run up and kiss you, right away!’ She was
confident she would recognise him. And he had only sent her one small
photo taken in a photo booth.
He stepped onto the moving walkway and drifted down the long corridor.
People squeezed past him on the left, in a hurry to collect their luggage
and meet their friends and relatives. His heart fluttered as he thought
again of Pat, unknown yet familiar, waiting up ahead. He breathed deeply
to steady his heartbeat. The grey morning light of London seeped through
the tinted window panes that lined the corridor. Slowly, the walkway drew
him closer to Pat, like an ineluctable destiny.
She had been the last of three names on his printout. He’d written
the same letter to each of the girls, telling them how carefully they had
been selected. His letter was long and frank, explaining the serious
intention of his search for the ideal women. It was filled out with
details concerning his large four-bedroomed house and swimming pool and
caravan. He avoided details about the nature of his work as a nuclear
physicist, but informed the selected and elected candidates even of his
one-time involvement in lay preaching, and of his academic degrees. To say
the least, the letter was presumptuous.
When he arrived at the luggage carousels his two suitcases were already
circulating. They nudged and jostled against the anonymous suitcases and
bags of anonymous travellers who grabbed their belongings with anonymous
arms.
Yes, he thought, out of all the faceless people in the world the
computer had selected the ideal partner. Into the anonymous sea of life it
had thrown a pool of light, illuminating a golden girl with honey blonde
hair.
It was ironic, he thought, that hers should have been the last of the
three names on the printout. There should have been six, with addresses
and telephone numbers, but because of his strict selection criteria he
only received three. She had been the first to reply. ‘I’m getting
this off quickly,’ she explained. ‘I’m staking my claim.’ And then
had followed a correspondence which, had it not been for his own
restraint, might already have blossomed into love. Her effusive enthusiasm
was overwhelming. Her own parents, she explained, fell in love through
their letters. Her father was on the war front when her mother wrote to
him -- a letter to boost the morale of an unknown soldier. Pat explained:
‘Mummy says that when we meet it will be like we’ve always known each
other.’ That’s how it had worked with her parents: they were married
within a week of their meeting. She saw it as a blueprint for her own
romance. But Richard was mildly alarmed by her impetuosity, delightful
though it was. After all, he was thirty-five and his first marriage had
hit the dust through impulsive action. He suggested caution and some
restraint. ‘Don’t pin your hopes too high, Pat. The head must still
rule the heart a little, I suppose.’ His words evoked effusive scorn:
‘Richard, you’ve paid your money and you must accept your lot. For my
own part, my heart is in full control. Head be blowed!’
He loaded his two suitcases onto his luggage trolley. He balanced a
smaller one on top. It was a small suitcase that he’d been asked to
bring over for a medical student studying in London. It came from the
student’s parents, and the young man’s aunt would be waiting to take
delivery of it outside the arrivals gate.
Richard wondered who would be the first to see him. Pat -- or the
student’s aunt, Grace Shepherd. He had known Grace and David Shepherd in
his own student days in London -- a couple some ten years his senior. They
belonged to a strict religious sect of which he was once a member, and
from which he had since resigned -- or, as the sectarians preferred to put
it, ‘fallen away.’ He liked Grace Shepherd but wasn’t terribly keen
about seeing her again. She and her husband had heard via the sectarian
grapevine that he had ‘fallen away.’ They would now regard him as a
lost sheep.
But what was uppermost in his mind, now, was the eventful meeting with
his perfect woman. His heart thumped as he manoeuvred the trolley past the
customs counter. Far too soon he broke into the arrivals hall. He
channelled the trolley between the rope guidelines.
Anonymous people crowded on the other side of the rope, staring
dispassionately at him as they searched for their friends and relatives.
Uniformed chauffeurs held up name cards. He took in the sea of faces at a
glance. A loudspeaker was insistently calling a Mr Baxter to report to the
enquiry desk.
He adjusted his expression to a suitable degree of nonchalance. The
trolley had assumed a will of its own and was determined to veer into the
rope and into the crowd. It took a determined effort to counteract its
will with his own. And all the time he was keeping a watchful eye on the
female faces. He progressed down the line, heart thumping, breathing
deeply.
He saw a face, radiant with beauty, some paces ahead of him. His heart
missed a beat.
Yes! She had thick golden hair. She was slender, too, in a
close-fitting sky blue suit. A smile creased her soft cheeks as she looked
at him. He drew level with her and breathed deeply, opening his mouth in a
wide grin. The moment had come ...
But she was smiling past him and he saw that she had blue eyes -- not
brown. She called out to someone behind him: ‘Keith darling!’ His
heart twisted in disappointment.
His legs moved mechanically. Then he was past her, his lips holding on
to the remnants of his smile.
But his heart was still beating high with hope. Why shouldn’t Pat be
as nice or much nicer than her? He peered out of the corner of his eyes at
the faces around him. He reached the end of the rope guideline.
Just then a figure swooped from behind, smearing a kiss on his cheek
like the passing lick of a dog.
‘Hi!’ it said breathlessly. ‘Told ya ah’d kiss yer,
din’ I?’
He turned and looked.
Oh, My God!

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